Archive for February, 2009

life is something unpredictable

February 16, 2009

ok i guess this year is not my year anymore.. if i can say this F#&* word… it might be a full satisfaction for me.. dear viewer.. i had faced the worst  nightmare and unaccepted circumstances in my life.. which i juz agreed with the “Kami” film’s tagline “Hidup ini mmg palat”.. i don’t know what to say, kene rompak dalam kerete sendiri kat traffic light, duit cash rm600 hilang ntah kemane, xtawu sape ambil, are things dats so unaccepted for me.. i felt really2 useless and hopeless..
ade orang cakap dat bende tu mungkin sbb karma, consequences that occured because my own fault mase zaman jahiliah dulu.. but WAIT! aku pernah ke rompak org ?.. ntahla, maybe because other sins that i had done.. aku rase mcm nk pijak je perut pencuri tu, nk gigit tgn die, nk pekik kt telinge die “Duit kot! ko igt GULE2 ke! Kepale hotak ko!@#%^&$*&&#@&?/”…eh macam2 lagi la..
seriously beb, all the things that occured aku x expect pown berlaku, i thought i will be safe living in my own country, but then look how misery i am.. napela x prepare umberalla before the rain is dropping… ACEH! bapak direct translation.. you know what, i’m tired being like this.. jgn sampai aku curi or rompak die balik la..
Mak? my mom doesn’t trust me at all, after that incident, she thought i am the one who spent the money… adoooiiii can you describe how is the feeling of being pointed by someone’s finger?  it is very hurting  especially if someone dat you love doesn’t trust you anymore, it is like something stab you adernalin,, now dat is the answer..
  Do you know what is the moral value for this story.. always be ready, don’t create you own thought; where you are always be safe, relax and steady,and don’t depends on god, if you don’t give ur whole effort!.. in my case, i am a leisure person, so i won’t give a damn if somebody stole my handbag or somebody take my money out from my purse.. hah,, cmne tuh? nak salah kan sape.. SinDIRI mau INGat!!!


“Thankful and Grateful”

February 1, 2009

Statement 1:
Mane lagi hot? aku ke bdk kt Hujung sane?
Statement 2:
Eh ko rase kalo aku kecik kan pehe aku sikit ok kew? ade mcm body Kate Moss x?
Statement 3:
Gile ke ape! bdk tu dh ah gemok! xkan aku nk ngorat die!
Statement 4:
Orang jahat macam aku nie, kene ade awek yang jahat gak! baru la Bonnie and Clyde!
  Pergh… those four statements i have heard from those who don’t know how lucky they are living in this world.. first of all, have you ever think or thought about other vulnerable and unlucky people around you before you speak it out.. durgh~ it is simple right? i just say it! but have i ever stop talking about those craps? no! i’m a normal person, i won’t be satisfied with my ownself.. everyday when i look at the mirror there must be something that i would love to complain and compare.. “eh Kenape la idong nie xmancung mcm Wardina?alaa, kalo bdn cantek macam Elyana yang tinggi lampai tu mesti ley pakai short!.. eh kalo lemak kat badan nie xde mesti ley pakai sexy!” hmmm.. now you know, nobody’s perfect… 🙂

  These silly little things kept repeating in our head but do we realised that we are one of the most beautiful creation that god had created.. we have brain, eyes, mouth, nose, cheeks and etc…(makhluk  laen bley lawan kecomelan and otak  kite kew.. eh cop2 kecuali kecomelan kucing kan? that one guwa xleyh tipu!).  sometimes, those people are born to be pretty, brilliant, talented and kind.. there must be a reason for them.. Hey! still not finish yet! how about us? the people who are not so pretty, not really kind and not so good in education? and not really good in implmenting task?…Baek MATI JEW!.. hahahahaha

  No la, just kidding.. why don’t we do something that can upgrade ourself, succesfully! why don’t we just pretend to be in the same level with those lucky people who known as “Miss or Mr. Everythin”?.. why don’t we just be thankful and grateful of what we have already had.. trust me my friend… Not only you, but god knows you well XD