life is something unpredictable

February 16, 2009

ok i guess this year is not my year anymore.. if i can say this F#&* word… it might be a full satisfaction for me.. dear viewer.. i had faced the worst  nightmare and unaccepted circumstances in my life.. which i juz agreed with the “Kami” film’s tagline “Hidup ini mmg palat”.. i don’t know what to say, kene rompak dalam kerete sendiri kat traffic light, duit cash rm600 hilang ntah kemane, xtawu sape ambil, are things dats so unaccepted for me.. i felt really2 useless and hopeless..
ade orang cakap dat bende tu mungkin sbb karma, consequences that occured because my own fault mase zaman jahiliah dulu.. but WAIT! aku pernah ke rompak org ?.. ntahla, maybe because other sins that i had done.. aku rase mcm nk pijak je perut pencuri tu, nk gigit tgn die, nk pekik kt telinge die “Duit kot! ko igt GULE2 ke! Kepale hotak ko!@#%^&$*&&#@&?/”…eh macam2 lagi la..
seriously beb, all the things that occured aku x expect pown berlaku, i thought i will be safe living in my own country, but then look how misery i am.. napela x prepare umberalla before the rain is dropping… ACEH! bapak direct translation.. you know what, i’m tired being like this.. jgn sampai aku curi or rompak die balik la..
Mak? my mom doesn’t trust me at all, after that incident, she thought i am the one who spent the money… adoooiiii can you describe how is the feeling of being pointed by someone’s finger?  it is very hurting  especially if someone dat you love doesn’t trust you anymore, it is like something stab you adernalin,, now dat is the answer..
  Do you know what is the moral value for this story.. always be ready, don’t create you own thought; where you are always be safe, relax and steady,and don’t depends on god, if you don’t give ur whole effort!.. in my case, i am a leisure person, so i won’t give a damn if somebody stole my handbag or somebody take my money out from my purse.. hah,, cmne tuh? nak salah kan sape.. SinDIRI mau INGat!!!

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“Thankful and Grateful”

February 1, 2009

Statement 1:
Mane lagi hot? aku ke bdk kt Hujung sane?
Statement 2:
Eh ko rase kalo aku kecik kan pehe aku sikit ok kew? ade mcm body Kate Moss x?
Statement 3:
Gile ke ape! bdk tu dh ah gemok! xkan aku nk ngorat die!
Statement 4:
Orang jahat macam aku nie, kene ade awek yang jahat gak! baru la Bonnie and Clyde!
  Pergh… those four statements i have heard from those who don’t know how lucky they are living in this world.. first of all, have you ever think or thought about other vulnerable and unlucky people around you before you speak it out.. durgh~ it is simple right? i just say it! but have i ever stop talking about those craps? no! i’m a normal person, i won’t be satisfied with my ownself.. everyday when i look at the mirror there must be something that i would love to complain and compare.. “eh Kenape la idong nie xmancung mcm Wardina?alaa, kalo bdn cantek macam Elyana yang tinggi lampai tu mesti ley pakai short!.. eh kalo lemak kat badan nie xde mesti ley pakai sexy!” hmmm.. now you know, nobody’s perfect… 🙂

  These silly little things kept repeating in our head but do we realised that we are one of the most beautiful creation that god had created.. we have brain, eyes, mouth, nose, cheeks and etc…(makhluk  laen bley lawan kecomelan and otak  kite kew.. eh cop2 kecuali kecomelan kucing kan? that one guwa xleyh tipu!).  sometimes, those people are born to be pretty, brilliant, talented and kind.. there must be a reason for them.. Hey! still not finish yet! how about us? the people who are not so pretty, not really kind and not so good in education? and not really good in implmenting task?…Baek MATI JEW!.. hahahahaha

  No la, just kidding.. why don’t we do something that can upgrade ourself, succesfully! why don’t we just pretend to be in the same level with those lucky people who known as “Miss or Mr. Everythin”?.. why don’t we just be thankful and grateful of what we have already had.. trust me my friend… Not only you, but god knows you well XD

“Life Partner @@”

January 31, 2009

seriously, it is hard for me to share this with you people.. it is like one of the most unaccepted experience that i have faced last year..
Hmm, first of all i would like to ask you guys how do you measure love? yeah “love is an abstract thing, it will come and it will go”.. ya allah is there any phrase that can change that?.. well love is not something that can come and go.. do you know how difficult to deny it.. owhh i know all the viewer had faced that experience..let me tell you a story (real story).
My sister is already divorced with her “super dupper multi good looking husband”- she always mentioned that. do you know how suffer i am, when i look at her and see her killing her life? it is so suffocating! she started to think about her faults which actually she is able to change, she started shopping unwisely and the worst is almost more than 20 times she kept asking me how pathetic she is…( which she never know that i really admire her fantabulous life) sometimes i thought my sister is crazy, but she is not and very normal.. she said that everybody non stop talking about her divorce thing and teasing her.. then i try to comfort her by saying “eh die yang bodoh xsayang kat ko! ko baek jew, asal ko nk pikir pasal die pulak. die pown bukannye bagus sangat.. ko lupekan jew die!”- wrong; i am wrong!.. i thought by saying that she could feel a bit calm, but actually she hated all the statements!
she replied ‘ko senang la dik, ko xpenah rase, ko kutuk die pown, die penah jadi suami aku~” there was a silent after that…. then the flashback appeared in my mind, i saw the happy moment she had had with her ex husband, her bright smile in the pictures.. and i suddenly kept myself to be silent.
then i asked to describe her ex husband.. she told me everything about him.. every single words that had been thrown out in her mouth, mostly are the greatest things..(on that time she was crying)..
so i want to ask you guys, do you know your bf and gf well before you said “Esok mak i nak datang merisik or Will you marry me? life after married is not something easy.. everyday you will faced different agendas, new situations, new topic to be quarelled…
knowing your partner is a “must” once you are married there is no time to turning back.. look into his or her eyes, are you ready to marry me? is there any secret that you want to share with?are you ok with me?and WHY YOU WANT TO MARRY ME? ( this is the most crucial, if the answer is too short and not reasonable.. i guess, you know how to judge it!)

“So love is something ambigous and unexplanable” 😛

ooo happy day!

January 31, 2009

cocacolanakcikdin is the new blog that will tell you about what you can see around you, it is more into relationship, friendship and the fact of real life…. this is my vision to make you guys my friends to explore their own life and realised the meaning of this wonderful real life and situations that you may not forget till you reach to the unexpected level.. hmm how should i start, well i’m a typical malaysian who lived in malaysian Society which full of concepts and misconceptions.. i won’t tell you more about me because if i want to, i might create my own myspace or freindster, since nowdays, those fantasy network keep indulging young people to “expose” themselves.. i’m too old for that.. why the title is “ooo happy day”? this is due to my first attempt in writing..yeah i love to observe people, and i would love to talk about them mucho! but what i’m going to do is to let people know how tremendous are you in being a human in this super precious world..for a long time, i have been looking for something to enlarge my scope of experiences in writing and at the same time share it with my peers and other people! this title actually symblised my feeling 🙂 for you guys, i hope you will get ready to read and think with me.. tQ

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January 31, 2009

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